Pumped up on that chalky sunshine,
The moon is fading to another vicious morning.
Spent my hours beneath the starlight in the wind,
Lovingly hitting repeat on every action I’d begin.
Glassed eyes and withered muscles ache,
Blood thundering past a thirst impossible to slake.
The ride was hot and heavy to the top,
Until we picked up speed enough to never stop.
Exhibitionism at it’s finest calls for a complete strip down – but like most nudity, sometimes those watching would prefer the clothes stayed on. Authors must dangle and hope the meat on display attracts the eye. Easier perhaps when your life is wrenched from the most vivid hallucinations of Jack Kerouac and Hunter S. Thompson then run through the Douglas Adams’ improbability drive. Prodded with LSD and electrified glow-sticks into the Minotaur’s lair to play. Surely that would entertain?
This is a lifelong dream, a Purpose or a calling that I’ve never been able to just put ahead of everything else. Please share, and thank you for taking the time to browse. Thank you.
To everyone that has been supportive, thank you, sincerely and with complete abandon.
To Mimi, you already know. Live to love you.
Ton of new writing, thoughts and essays along with a few tales from the jailhouse experience coming once I get them transferred to digital format.
Free at last.
It marks a landmark that the both of us haven’t hit in a long time with a relationship. A long stress ridden Rollercoaster of a relationship. I love him beyond words and miss him more than i can explain. He made a tough decision that no matter what I stood by him, and will continue to do. We will have many upon many other anniversaries to celebrate together. When he gets out we can celebrate then. I love you with all my heart♡
☆green-haired angel☆
Headed to jail today to wrap up a sentence and hopefully get a brand new lease on life without probation. Thanks to everyone for the support – and my love to those who have been there all along. Mom, dad, Mimi, Wolf, Anya – thank you for believing in me even when it’s all crumbled to dust.
Glistening rays of victory,
Drip dew on heads raised brilliantly.
Across the tundra of a challenge passed,
Kisses wind to fill a time worn flask.
Proud passion stirs the limbs to stretch,
Striding now with purpose — bypassing always The Wretch.
It sits a shadow of rocky history,
Unshackled by casting master,
While they tread future bound moving ever faster –
-once ensnared, now always to be free.
Sectioned – Spoken Word via Scriggler
This is a rehash (new momentous news and releases in the next couple days) but Scriggler has been kind enough to promote this and I want to share my appreciation. Your like, comment, or view would be greatly welcomed!
I was asked by neurons to help out in his near absence to keep his blog running if you will. I’m sure some thought I was a ghost of his imagination or a hallucination when he hasn’t slept in days. I assure you I am in fact real. My hair is not green though it is Aquamarine and Blue. As neurons reads this I’m sure he’s laughing because I’m that particular with my colors. I’m not really sure exactly what he wanted me to do with his blog. He did ask me to maybe post some things that I’ve been writing. Share some of my experiences being his girlfriend. Or just my experiences in my life itself. I just hope that you guys will be as supportive with me as you have been with him
☆green-haired angel☆
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To Ink - a blog from Melting Neurons 